Final post, prior to travel. Thanks for going along for the ride. Even at home, time zips past so quickly. We hardly get started with something before the time is up, and we have to move on. We start our families, and then the kids move out. Puppies and kittens end up in the family pet cemetary along with the hampsters.
I think it is the faces that mean the most to me. Your face, the face of strangers, the faces of my church family. I see Him in each one of these photos. The smile of the old woman, the coy glance of the young girl, the old man with the coke bottle glasses. Then, there is this aging, fat, white guy. Where did those bags come from under the eyes? What is he looking at -- is it the future? Why so much gray in the beard?
In the mountains, the Gujjar say that a person's life story is written in their face. I hope my face tells a story that is pleasing to God, and that will lift up others. The team tells me that I have the gift of teaching and encouragement; I will embrace that thought.
As I look at these Gujjar people, and said good-bye to the men this morning (they have all left for their villages and family), I am hoping that they remember my face. I trust that I have given them all something to keep. I am hoping that it is the power of knowledge, the wisdom of compassion, and the understanding that we all serve the same God. I am aware that is a very large request for a short-term trip like this, but my prayer is that I will remain faithful with what God has given me.
These people don't need us. They have been doing fine for many generations. What they need is to empower themselves with knowledge that enables them to provide for themselves. I can say that I have been to the mountain top, and seen over the other side (literally)!! I can't, and won't say this is the last mountain that I will climb. There is much more work to do, and I will embrace that when it comes. Maybe another CVM trip, another day, another place, another time. My old high-school Timex, my favorite hunting watch, has given it up on this trip, so I truely don't know what time it is. I do know that it is time to pack.
We talk about life-changing experiences. This has been a huge chapter in my life, along with many others. The team here has challenged me to be more spiritual, to be more focused on what God desires for me to do, and I have challenged them to listen to Him as they proceed on their journey. We have all gained from the experience.
The next time I post, I hope to be at my dining room table. It will take me a total of 17 1/2 hours flight time to get home. Who knows how long that will be in airports!! I would ask for your prayers for safe travel, and I hope to greet you in your homes soon, 'Inshallah' (God willing). You have all blessed Nan & I by your support. I hope my mom & dad are proud of me. .. .. .. .. ..
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Your Mom and Dad, wife, children, in-laws and friends are very proud of you. We anxiously await your return. NLB
ReplyDeleteWow, beautiful pictures! I believe life is all about relationships and sharing our stories...and now you have an even more amazing one to tell. It has been inspiring to follow this part of your journey. Come home to us safely. Much love.
ReplyDeleteDr. B, how moving and thought provoking. To me you have always been a personable teacher. Just last night I was telling someone what a salt solution was and remembering who instructed me about how to make that solution. More than any chemistry teacher ever could. You have been blessed with a wonderful gift and your life's journeys will continue in that path I am certain. It has been really quite at CVC, but we look at you everyday, as there is always a new picture on the multi-purpose room desktop. We have enjoyed traveling with you, praying for your safety, wondering what you were doing about underwear, and the lessons you have taught us even being far away. BUT, we have missed you and anxioulsy wait for your safe return both home and to CVC
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Thanks for sharing your amazing journey with us. Hope you have a safe and boring trip home:)
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Your watch died! :( Oh, I'm sad. Maybe your friend can be fixed, yet. I know how sentimental you are about such things. :)
ReplyDeleteA-M-A-Z-I-N-G pictures! Who knows, you might have just found a new hobby! I had no idea that camera would take something like that first one.
But more than the quality of the pictures, I'm so enjoying the quality of your heart's expansion. You have always been a gifted teacher and encourager. Well done in sharing them with new friends - they will be forever grateful.
You were blessed to be a blessing.
Of course we are proud of you!
And I have no idea what Debi is talking about being quiet around here... she doesn't have my job! Got a calf out last night at Mt. Armour farm that weighed 170lbs. Dennis weighed it. No kidding.
Hope your flights go well!!!
Dr.B You have given all of us a look into a very different world thru your trip and your blog.As I read your post from today I wept at your out pouring of God and your Love for all things. I know that anyone who has ever had the honor of your company feels your genuine faith in God , and your true compassion in all that you do. We Love you Bunches and pray for your safe return to the United States.
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Kenneth asked me to let you know you have completed a "job well done brother". (His password would not work). Tomorrow you'll be home! I am so excited...NLB
ReplyDeleteWOW! What else can I say but just WOW! WOW about the pictures and WOW about the stories and the experiences and WOW about the compassion of the man who allowed all of us to see these through his eyes. THANK YOU!
ReplyDeleteYour last post most definately had a different tone than all of the rest. I'm sure there were not many dry eyes when reading these last couple of posts. Anyone would find them emotional if they have the ability to see the love and compassion that filled your words.
May your return be quick and safe! I agree with Debi, the lack of your presence at the clinic over the last several weeks has definately created a different atmosphere and it has indeed been very very quiet.